When I get too sad about it I get kinda mad.
I get mad about how unfair this whole process is. I get mad that not only do we loose "our" kids - they loose us.
I swear, if I was ruler of the universe I would MAKE the bio parents maintain a relationship with the foster family for the child's sake.
I know not every situation should be dealt with that way...but, some should.
I want my kids to be happy WITH THEIR FAMILIES. I want them to know WE DID NOT DECIDE TO GIVE THEM AWAY.
I I I I I.
I guess I have a lot of what I want on my mind today.
I have not had one bit of happiness that had to do with foster care that didn't end in heartbreak.
Foster Care is a sad world to live in.