Court is Wednesday at 2 pm. I had intended on going, I really thought that I needed to hear it with my own ears especially if they decide to send her home, but I forgot that Lizzy has her visits all scheduled for that time this week and I didn't put that together until this evening. So, I could consider canceling her visits but after discussing it with my husband we decided that what ever is going to happen will happen with or without me there.
I can't say I disagree with any of you, I wish I could go to every single hearing but in this state you cannot take the/any kids to the hearing if you want to sit in the hearing when it is volatile like this case is and they are so far away, Sabrina's is a little more than an hour away from where I live, it makes it very hard to go when I have other children.
I would have had to find someone to take care of Lizzy's visits, someone to pick up my 8 yr old from school, and someone else to watch Sabrina because there is no way I would take her with me and have them have me hand her over right then and there.
I hope it doesn't sound like a bunch of excuses from a foster mom that doesn't care, it just really is THAT hard to even try to go.