Sunday, January 30, 2011

Run.

Some times I just want to run away.

Having 3 kids 2 yrs old and under is overwhelming. At least to me it is. I manage and I even can do it, but it is hard.

Sitting here having conversations about Joseph over and over and over again is overwhelming.

Missing Sabrina is overwhelming.

Staying with this agency that is a mess just in case Sabrina comes back into care is overwhelming.

Foster care is overwhelming.


8 comments:

Julie said...

I am with you - I've got 3 under 2 as well! But we don't run, because we know we are doing what we are suppose to right now. These kiddos need us.

Rebecca said...

It is overwhelming, my friend. That is the word I use most often when describing the past year of my life.

However, I am learning that when I turn the burden over to the Lord, it is much less overwhelming. I am still learning how to do that when it all feels so heavy, but the more experienced foster moms assure me it is the ONLY way to not burn out, so I'm trying. :)

FootPrints said...

it sure is.
but you were chosen for it.
and it for you.
you lucky lady ;)
keep your chin up young person.

StarfishMom said...

Hugs!! xoxoxoxox

Unknown said...

Praying for you today!

Carla said...

It is overwhelming! Prayers and hugs for you today.

Unknown said...

yes. i agree.

Endless Foster Love said...

And that's the overwhelming truth....
Hang in there:)