You know what I was thinking about today? I was thinking about Lizzy's termination trial. Some people wait for their foster children to come just like other people wait for their children to be born the old fashion way. I always thought I would stand in a court room and agree to parent a child that I didn't give birth to as if they were my own WAY before I would be back in the delivery room.
God had other plans.
But, anyway, I would have to say that at the termination I felt the same way as I did when I saw that positive pregnancy test. Before that I always held back hoping to adopt Lizzy because I just do NOT trust the court system to do what is best for the child. When they said TERMINATED I cried...just like I did when I saw that pink line back in July of 2011.
It really felt the same to me...I guess finalization with be like the birth...but she is already here, I already know her and I already love her (that part is the same I guess) :)