There is no doubt in my mind that I have been struggling with anxiety and depression. I think I have always struggled with it, but moving our sibling group of three (turned five!) in pushed it over the edge.
I immediately started packing on weight. I have gained about 40 pounds. Before that I was not thin, I was the most that I wanted to weigh.
So, the added weight is depressing. Often, the choices my kids make are depressing and cause me to have anxiety as I worry about what the future will hold.
So, in short, I am an unhealthy mess.
I am working on fixing it though.